Drifting with the Wind

  For a long time I had dreamt of going to England and other near places and believed that it would be the place for me and I when the time came for me to go I realized that it wasn't everything I had imagened. I had the experience that I needed to have but not the one I wanted. I couldn't connect with the weather, the food and most of the places I visited, not because they where bad but cause they where different to what I wanted.  I traveled there not to find myself but to escape from things of my every day life, believing that in doing so I would be happier, but my issues came with me and by the time I realised of that I was missing home like crazy and in top of my old issues I had new ones.  It took me a lot of time to talk about that experience without bitterness and regret, but now that some years have passed looking back I'm so happy that I went foward with that and took it.  -Tate-

  Before I turned 20 I made the decision of celebrating my birthday on my own. It took a lot of courage, but eventually I choosed a place and to this day is the best decision I have taken.  I decided to take a tour in Germany and I felt in love with almost everything I saw, the memories I made and the things I lernt that shape me to the person I'm to this day.  Before I went I was so scared of doing such a big jump and especially alone, but with time I knew I couldn't wait around for anyone and if I didn't do it while I could I would regret it.  -Tate-