Drifting with the Wind

  Somedays no matter how much I do or try I found myself wandering without a path. I wake up and go about my day without doing anything that has meaning and in a way that makes me feel lost.  Somedays I think about walking in to a forest and let myself get lost in order to be found.  In the days I found I feel like this I don't know who to talk with cause it feels like everyone around me has everything figured out.  -Tate-

  I wish I had told you sooner how much you meant to me, how hearing your voice made my days better. Sometimes I wonder if you would still be here if I had told you more about me instead of putting more walls up. Did I ever tell you how my life was brighter with you in it? I doubt it, cause if I had you would still be here, wouldn't you? Did I ever really talk with you about my nigthmeres or like everything else I do I brush them away and made you believe everything was fine? I honestly can't for the life of me remember.  I still remember how at first you would hear everything that was happenning with my life, even if you where busy but one day you stopped. Why did you? There are many things I wish I had asked you sooner, cause I know that no matter how much I wonder I won't get my answers now.  Sometimes I go about my day like everything is the same and when something happens I would think about calling or texting you to talk about it, but then I would remember that we a...