Not Lost but Wandering

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Somedays no matter how much I do or try I found myself wandering without a path. I wake up and go about my day without doing anything that has meaning and in a way that makes me feel lost. 
Somedays I think about walking in to a forest and let myself get lost in order to be found. 
In the days I found I feel like this I don't know who to talk with cause it feels like everyone around me has everything figured out. 

-Tate-

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